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February 25, 2005
February is almost over
... and you have no idea how happy that makes me. This has not been my month. I am trying very hard to figure some things out in my life. I am trying to see what kind of person I really am. I have been keeping my "shields up" for I don't know how long (like a decade), and I am finally pushing through my self-imposed barrier [I guess E Scott does 3 damage (sic)]. I believe that this will help me find out what is going on in my trivia-addled mind. No slip-ups yet, but no answers yet either.
I really feel like an empty shell of a man, and I can't begin to describe how it has affected me. I am still very much in love, and I am still very much in pain. I know this is going to be hard, but I think that we will be strong enough to get through it, no matter what the difficulties. Does anybody read these? Does anybody care? I wish I had different Medical Insurance. I really need to talk with somebody. But hey, at least I remembered to get my meds refilled, and I am doing a hell of a lot better than that damn deer.
Posted by sgowell at February 25, 2005 02:16 PM
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