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February 25, 2005

February is almost over

... and you have no idea how happy that makes me. This has not been my month. I am trying very hard to figure some things out in my life. I am trying to see what kind of person I really am. I have been keeping my "shields up" for I don't know how long (like a decade), and I am finally pushing through my self-imposed barrier [I guess E Scott does 3 damage (sic)]. I believe that this will help me find out what is going on in my trivia-addled mind. No slip-ups yet, but no answers yet either.

I really feel like an empty shell of a man, and I can't begin to describe how it has affected me. I am still very much in love, and I am still very much in pain. I know this is going to be hard, but I think that we will be strong enough to get through it, no matter what the difficulties. Does anybody read these? Does anybody care? I wish I had different Medical Insurance. I really need to talk with somebody. But hey, at least I remembered to get my meds refilled, and I am doing a hell of a lot better than that damn deer.

Posted by sgowell at 02:16 PM | Comments (0)

February 24, 2005

Deer 1, Sinekar 0

Well, "Big Things" certainly are happening this year. I wonder if somebody upstairs is sick of me.

A small doe jumped out in front of me driving home this evening. I am fine, though my car is not. I will put some pictures up before I get her fixed.

Posted by sgowell at 02:13 AM | Comments (0)

February 18, 2005

Mad Lab Rabbit?!?

Just wanted to let everyone know, that I have added some new header graphics into rotation. All of the new headers have Board Game themes and feature photos from BGG. I also removed the "2004" pic, as it is already a month and a half into 2005.

Oh, in case I hadn't mentioned it to anyone in person, I am know a Mad Lab Rabbit for Looney Labs. Not a job, but just a volunteer deal. IM me, leave a comment or shoot me an email if you are interested in participating.

"Big things" this year.

Posted by sgowell at 01:03 PM | Comments (0)

February 08, 2005

A musical interlude

They'll need a crane
They'll need a crane
To take the house he built for her apart
To make it break
It's gonna take
A metal ball hung from a chain
They'll need a crane
They'll need a crane
To pick the broken ruins up again
To mend her heart
To help him start
To see a world apart from pain

Posted by sgowell at 10:16 AM | Comments (0)

"Call it."

Time of Death - 9:18 PM February 7th 2005.

It was 5 years, 2 months, and 5 days old.

Posted by sgowell at 09:34 AM | Comments (0)